Frost-Panther

Have you ever felt like the worst most horrible person in the world? I have and I don't even know why. Most days I feel like I don't belong and I can't believe that my friends can accept me for who I am. But all the other days I feel happy and glad that I have friends to support me. It's good to have friends to fall back on, because my sister and brother work a lot, so I don't get to see them as often as I'd like to. As they grow older and get jobs, I feel left behind because I am still in school alone. It feels like school is the only life I have right now. I hardly get to see my friends out of school and I hardly go out. I mean, I lo

The Living!! This only reason I'm alive. The only reason my sunshine's. The reason that the moon rises. Is because I'm in love with you.

Life can be so cruel sometimes. Life can be so unexpected. I can tell you my life is full of mystery and mistakes. You don't know how to live my way and won't be able to put up with all the stuff I am going through!!                                                        {Chorus} You can't tell me what to do. You can't go through with all the shit I have to. You don't know how to cope my way, so why don't you just get out of my face. Mother Nature has brought me to live here and I don't know why. But I have one thing to tell her.                                                         {Chorus}                                      

I saw you today, saw you and walked away. Saw the pain, I saw the pain and walked away. When I see the lonely eagle flying in the sky, bright and blue, I think he is lucky. He claws and kills, but doesn't feel guilt. You cause pain and suffering and don't feel guilt. So you are like the lonely eagle. But your not. The eagle represents grace. He kills, but leaves no trace. You kill, but leave disgust and disgrace. I saw you today; I saw you and needed to walk away.

I'm always the one doing the wrong thing at the wrong time, day, month, year, century and life. I'm always the one with the wrong answers, wrong looks, wrong friends, wrong dreams and the wrong life. I always have been and always will be wrong. My whole world is wrong. God was wrong to put me here. I'm even on the wrong planet. I'M WRONG!!

When you left, it was hard for me to speak your name for the fear of bursting into tears. I thought about you all the time. Everything in my life went into a fast decline. I became someone who didn't want to talk to anyone, not even her friends, een though thry stuck beside her the whole time. I dazed off whenever somebody was talking to me, I started making bad decisions, but for some reasons I couldn't stop doing these things. I kept thinking about all the good times we had together. I remember when we skipped class, so that we could just lay in the grass together and talk. We didn't talk about anything important, we just talked. But, th

All I ever wanted to do was to have fun in my life. All I ever wanted was to have fun. Now all I want to do is scream and shout because my life is a misery. I never get anything and I know that everybody is looking at me because I do wierd shit and I am a friek. I don't even like the way I speak. {Chorus} So I want to run away and dig myself a hole and die. Then nobody would have to worry about me, there would be an extra space in the world for someone else to take it's place. Someone's whosse better than I am. Everytime I wake up there is a new day staring at me, but I end up falling into a puddle of bad memories and I then when I go out

I can feel the wind in my hair as I race towards the water and jump in. The water is really cool and smooth over my skin. I come to the surface and feel the beads of saltwater trickle down my back. Water dripping from my hair makes a small splash as it hits the water. I put my mask and snorkel on. I can smell the seaweed not far off. I look under water and I can see fish darting in and out of behind rocks. There is an octopus chasing a small squid. Suddenly, some ink comes from the squid and the octopus is blinded. I come back up to see how far I am from the shore. I start to swim back and see some dolphins playing in the bay. I go join the

I keep going over the last moment I saw you, in my head. If I wasn't with him, would you have stayed? If I asked you to stay, would you have done so? If I told you to love me again, would you? The moment I knew that you would never come back for me, i felt like I was dying. Dying from the inside. I cut myself off from the world and then I just cut myself. And he left me. I don't know why, he just did. I probably wasn't special enough, smart enough or pretty enough. If you knew what has happened now, would you come back and stay? What would I hear you say if you did? Will I ever know you again? Will you let me into your life if I came